Man, linux computers suck. I’m at the workstation I’ve was at for four months this summer, and I can’t don’t anything, specifically look at Flash or pdf.
So, this rules out:
Doing my COGS 100 readings
Looking at my flash animation from Tuesday again, for the 100th time, to poke more holes in it (How I can improv it).
Emailing out the contact info for the Mischevious Ants Project.
Studying for my midterm at 6:30 tonight, by looking at online problem sets.
Can you tell yet that I’m busy? I hate when I get like this. Everything, especially people, become immediately less important as compared to my percieved goals about what it is neccesary that I have to accomplish. I turn into a judgemental, abrasive asshole and its awful, at least a little bit more so than normal. I end conversation abruptly because I have tiny things nagging me.
I think I need to go through another chill-the-fuck-out phase.
Oh, here’s something I can do. I’ll go memorize my lines for The Eumenides. They’re on paper.
you are the new foundation of Agamemnon’s Ressurected house.
You have given an exile back his home.
Now it can be said:
Orestes is an Argive. Orestes uphold his father’s throne,
Blessed by Apollo and Athene and by the all-father Zeus.
Great Zeus, who has redeemed by dead father
for my mother’s crime.
has exonerated me of all guilt.
I will return home to Argos
but before I do, let me swear this:
For all time to come, Attica shall be a beloved friend of Argos